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FO [02 Oct 2013|07:59pm] [ mood | determined ] [ music | Fool In The Photograph-Sunny Day Real Estate ] This journal as of 2nd October 2006 is Friends Only All previous entries will be made friends only after this date but it might take a while [apart from fic posts, which are exempt from FO] Friends added or adding me before this date need not worry :) Rules for new people: 1)I'd like to have something in common with you. 2)Nooooo homophobia. Ever. 3)Spencer Smith and Jeffree Star are awesome. 4)Please don't steal anything from FO posts such as sketches, pictures, graphics etc. without asking first please. That's about it. Comment-you haven't got anything to lose! -Fran :) 5 Read|cmnt.

Fuck...I'm so sorry. [06 Feb 2007|07:12pm] [ mood | apathetic ] [ music | Losing My Religion-REM ] hey kids. I've been so so so so so busy recently. got coursework and exams and everything. and I'd like to just tell you all (those that care) that I'm putting Faith In Me on permanent hiatus. I can't do it-I have a lot of new inspirations for my work right now and I've just dived into loads of new fandoms that I'm sort of too wrapped up in. I don't feel happy about this but it's probably for the best. If anyone actually liked it (I do remember the  fuckyou_fandom incident) then I do apologise a million times but the whole block thing and new fandom thing has just made me not want to write this. You're welcome to take over writing an ending (there were only a few chapters left anyway) if you fancy it, I have had a few emails asking so if you're interested in finishing it off then just email me and I'll look out for your contribution :]]. I've been getting back into my poetry in a big way recently, so I might give up the slash writing for now and just read a bit while I do my poetry work. I'll post stuff on here (even though I doubt people will like reading it as much!) when I fancy it, but this won't be as active as it was last year. I still adore slash but it's just very hard to write something like this when my laptop's broken again (crashed hard drive) and you really don't feel like doing it justice. So I'll definitely still read, but writing will be a minimum.  Thanks for listening...I must be off for now. Not having a great week, really. xoxoxoxo Fran 2 Read|cmnt.

Ficlet :]] [28 Nov 2006|01:45am] [ music | None ] I am well aware I haven't written any fics in God knows. I shall make up for that now. Title: Mirror Author: Frannnn/skreweh_rebirth:]] Rating: PG (one kiss!) Pairing: Spencer/Ryan Summary: Ryan is embarassed, Spencer's known for a long time. One incident brings them together. Dedications: Becky, for helping me today & my readers. Notes/Disclaimer: The idea came from a not completely different situation...Comments/concrit=love :]] I own nobody! Short. Don't choke on the fluff.   ( 'Ryan! Damnit, open this door!' ) 1 Read|cmnt.

firsttimefic [15 Sep 2006|06:10pm] [ mood | contemplative ] [ music | You've Passed-Neutral Milk Hotel ] firsttimefic firsttimefic firsttimefic firsttimefic Whoring mine and Kirst's community. New community to help out new writers and established writers before they post to their desired fandom. There to help, not to hate. Join if you want to give some people advice, maybe want some yourself. We're brand new and looking for members. Lots of them. Members Only, so don't worry about the flamers. cmnt.

Ew. [05 Sep 2006|09:23am] [ mood | *cries* ] [ music | Checkmarks-The Academy Is... ] School in 10 minutes. I'm very depressed now.  EDIT: School was such a bitch and my feet really hurt because my shoes don't fit properly and god my ankles are on fire. Leave pretty messages to make me feel better? I want a hug :/ Got super sucky lessons this year too... Monday German Science RE Maths IT Tuesday Science  Maths PSHE Media Studies Business Studies Wednesday English Media Studies Science History German Thursday IT Maths Business Studies Science English Friday History Science English And finally, 2 HOURS OF PE. Tell me that doesn't suck. JUST TRY. I'm looking forward to Media, Business and English but IT I have this nasty ass teacher, Maths I have my old teacher Mr. Fletcher (whose name on the teacher key is Brendon...so doesn't suit him :/) who's a real prat and wears his dad's suits and makes me do equations and I FUCKING CAN'T DO EQUATIONS. I just can't. I have two male teachers for each hour of PE (this term, badminton...) which sucks because the guy teachers always want you to work harder. Science I have fucking douchebag Mr. Clarke for Chem, Mrs Howard the old hag for Biology and some other freak for Physics who'll be as dull as dishwater I presume. Miss Hooper for History and she makes you seriously put your nose to the grindstone, the hardassed bitch. Miss Kelly's my ICT teacher and oh god I hate that cow. She talks to everyone like they're five.  No idea what some of these teachers are going to be like (theres a few who i've heard are okay) but I don't like the sound of the RE one (can't spell her name and I aint going to try). RE teachers are rarely nice/fun here. German I don't have Miss Shaw who lets you off mega easy and likes me, I have Mr. Carr who I have no idea about yet. Mr Laher, my Business Studies dude, I went on the Spanish trip and kept losing my passport and he yelled at me. Maybe he'll remember me, haha. He wasn't very nice either.  Please save me. I'll give you cookies! cmnt.

Forsaken...ME? [04 Sep 2006|11:33am] [ mood | accomplished ] [ music | Chop Suey-System Of A Down ] It's my final day of freedom before school, kids. Endurance (3) is nearly done, and it will be up today. I've just been so busy sorting out Homicide Effect and researching it properly that I haven't been able to actually get it 100% done. Homicide Effect is really getting me excited now, because I think it's going to be well written and properly researched unlike Faith In Me is/was. I want to write good AU, and this seems to be my best shot.  Homicide Effect (Ch.One-Speeding Up My Breathing) will be started October 1. Faith In Me (27/35) will be started tomorrow. Sexcapades Of The Panic! Boys (Chapter Six) will be started September 7. I promise. Those are all my active fic projects. My brain's gone into James mode again which kind of annoys me because I shouldn't  be thinking about him. He hates me. But my brain doesn't exactly grasp that concept, you see. Oh well. Went out with Dad yesterday. It went okay, all things considered. We're meant to be seeing Snakes On A Plane today but it's on hella late (at like 9.20 at night) and I need to be at school tomorrow so I can't go :(. We dunno what we're doing now, I'm waiting for a text off him. That's all for now, I'm off. cmnt.

ugh. sorry. [03 Sep 2006|05:26pm] [ mood | creative ] [ music | The Curse Of Curves-CIWWAF ] You know I said the third chapter of Endurance would be up? I totally lied. My focus went elsewhere which is kinda good but kinda bad. The result? NEW FIC-won't be started until I've done Faith In Me but you can have a preview *gasp* ( Homicide Effect ) cmnt.

You're Gonna Crash [02 Sep 2006|02:47pm] [ mood | satisfied ] [ music | The New Romance-Pretty Girls Make Graves ] How dorky is it to admit you love the soundtrack to Disney/Pixar's Cars? Yeah, that's what I thought too. After 2 hours of cleaning my hovel room, I'm finally able to see the carpet again :]  Spent all yesterday shopping for school stuff and boring rubbish, and then I had to get measured for my bra in Marks and Spencer by this 40 something woman. I hate getting that done anyway but she was really weird and yeah I was kinda scared haha. School in um 3 days. It's getting closer...nooooo... Had a chat with my dad on the phone yesterday too. He's going down to London today so he can't see me but we're off out for lunch tomorrow and maybe we can sort some stuff out. I do love my dad but sometimes he can act like a bit of a prat and I guess that's why I bitch about him so much in here. Any argument I have with Mum's usually my fault. Andy's called a few days ago, forgot to mention it. He says there's a sequel to this book he sent me and I should expect it in the post soon! Andy's so cool, so I'm sending him back my favourite book which is Terry Pratchett's The Truth. I'm buying him a new copy though because mine's from America and I've had it like three years so it's so battered and full of notes and folded pages. I still love flicking through it but I want him to have a nice looking copy. I'm behind updating Endurance, but I got distracted last night. It will be up today (even if it totally kills me). Oh, and by the way, I have a somewhat philosophical question which Adam raised:if you drink Ribena Tooth Kind, does it make you a selfless, loving person for saving your teeth from possible rotting and therefore you should be in the top 8 of my Myspace list, or does it just make you weird for drinking it because ew it tastes weird? PS:I need someone who can do seriously kickass HTML to help me out with my SpencerxRyan layout. I want it to look more, uhm, shall we say professional? Email me if you have major skills. xthexacademyxisx@hotmail.com. kthnxbaii. cmnt.

So yeah, it's fun to survive! [01 Sep 2006|01:30am] [ mood | melancholy ] LivingTV just brought back Grey's Anatomy for the new season :] It made me cry but I love it. Saw KT and Emzileh today, it was so fucking surreal. I saw all my old neighbourhood, asked them about all my primary school mates and everything's changed hella tons. I hope I get to hang around with 'em more though, because they're the one thing I really want to remember from my childhood. <3 Officially five days till I go back to school. Anyway, I was just thinking. I do that a lot at 1.30am, y'see. Everything's changed, but I kinda wish it hadn't. I could have not moved, gone to Boston Spa, had all the same friends and never had to have made new ones. On the other hand, I'd never have met Alice, Katherine, Becky, Steph, Did, Mattie, Danny, James, Catherine, Emma, Megan... I'd never have got into the same things I'm into now. I'd never have gone near LJ or slash. I'd never have had this hair style. I'd never have chose the career path I want now. I'd never have had such a change in personality. And I'd never have had such a, ahem, turbulent relationship with my father. So yeah, change is sometimes okay. As long as I stay in touch with KT and Emzileh, I'll be okay. Because now I have the best of both worlds. But I still wonder what I'd be like if I never went to Garforth. If I never moved again. Maybe, whichever way I look at it, it'd be a shit deal in some ways but not in others. Damn you, grey area. Curl up and die. So yeah, school in five days. I'm expecting certain death, but guess I'll have to see... cmnt.

Angst ridden songs...oh yeah, time for emo!fran hour! [30 Aug 2006|10:35pm] [ mood | impressed ] [ music | I Love How You Love Me (Cover)-Neutral Milk Hotel ] Yet another emo!fran entry due to this particularly moody song I started thinking up today. You deserve what you will get when you come home tonight I will not regret it, I've waited years for this sight Gonna take your heart and bleed it dry Take a snapshot of your closing eyes You never fixed me up like you said you would In fact my problems got worse than they probably should have What have you ever done for me? Why did I just refuse to see You were never my solution, and you never will be I'm better, I'm better, I'm better without you I have to remember what you put me through You were bleeding all over my bedroom floor A lasting reminder of you I am too sure Then I dragged you out Heard the cops all shout So I ran, and I ran and I've never stopped I'm better, I'm better, I'm better without you I have to remember what you put me through Got my hair done today and it looks supercool, all short and choppy.  TOMORROW I'M OFF TO SEE KT AND EMZILEH FOR THE FIRST TIME IN 2 YEARS! Seriously, I'm so excited about that. My old primary school friends! It's going to be nuts. We've been talking about it for weeks. Off now. xoxoxo PS: Check SpencerXRyan for an important post tomorrow. And also, there will be a new chapter of Endurance in 2 days. 2 Read|cmnt.

FIM (26/35) [29 Aug 2006|08:42pm] [ mood | hyper ] [ music | Straight Boys-Jeffree Star ] Well, it's late but it should be okay. Title: Faith In Me (26/35) Author: Me, skreweh_rebirth, or Fran. Whichever is ok :) Rating: PG-13/R for excessive swearing I guess. Pairing: Main one is William/Ryan but there are more over the entire thing. Summary: While one journey has reached its end, many different ones are starting out. Dedications: Here. You guys on that list seriously rock my world and I owe you for caring at all, to be honest. Notes: Fiction. Other pairings I'm working with are Jade Puget/Adam Lazzara (AFI/TBS), Spencer/Davey Havok (Panic!/AFI), Ian Watkins/Gerard Way (Lostprophets/MCR) and Ian/William (Lostprophets/TAI...) but they aren't the centric ones so don't worry too much. Previous: Here ( I'm A FAKE. ) 9 Read|cmnt.

So so so sorry guys. [26 Aug 2006|02:57am] [ mood | accomplished ] [ music | Cute Without The E-TBS ] FIM won't be up tonight after all. It's got too late and I really can't do it. Instead, have the final chapter of Cracks. It took me ages to do. Title: Cracks (3-Finale) Author: You're in her journal Rating: PG-13/R for language, insanity. Pairing: Adam/William (TAI...) Summary: The final letter and a promise which may or may not be kept. Dedications: Anyone who read and liked this fic. Notes: Never happened. Comments/concrit welcome. ( Start all over, wipe the slate and try again. ) cmnt.

Meh... [24 Aug 2006|11:04pm] [ mood | artistic ] [ music | Jesus Of Suburbia-Green Day ] Oh God, I'm so fucking shattered. Wait, that is a complete understatement. I am dead. Didn't get to sleep till maybe about 6.30 this morning, woke up around 12ish. Slept with Alice who made me stay up all night talking shit and watching South Park reruns. Becky slept on the floor and got more sleep because she's smarter. My head is killing me and I haven't updated my journal in fuck knows. My internet went down last night and this morning due to extreme weather or whatever. I got a call not yesterday but the day before about my dad. Mum said he found my LiveJournal and was outraged or whatever because I was writing about my personal life. Translated, it means 'my daughter's talking shit about me and you better make her stop'. I have a few things to say sorry for, however: Gordon Kitson does in fact pay maintainance, a whole £5 whenever he feels fit to pay for my clothes, upkeep and extras. Sorry for saying you were 50, Dad. Just the facts of the matter. Anyway, if Dad is reading this which is now most likely, I don't really care. I need to update a few things about my fics by the way people: Faith In Me- Chapter 26 will be up tomorrow Cracks- Final chapter will be up tomorrow Sexcapades Of The Panic! Boys- Chapter 6 to be confirmed (basically when I have time) Endurance- Chapter 2 will be up tomorrow I'm so sorry I took ages with Cracks, but I've only just had the laptop back to remember where I left it. I really like that fic for some reason even if hardly anyone read it. Sexcapades was delayed because of the laptop situation too but there's also that I got major writer's block with it after the fourth chapter. If anyone fancies helping me out, the address is xthexacademyxisx@hotmail.com. FIM's had a delay for a few days because of my shitty internet and Endurance is likewise because I know people encouraged me to continue Endurance but I just haven't had the connection to post anything for it. I'm off tomorrow to a party for Katherine (different Katherine, this one likes me) and so my update for Cracks will probably be up late night (London GMT time) so I'm talking from 9pm-12am GMT. FIM will be late too because it takes ages to write one good chapter and Endurance the same. I have ace ideas for all the fics though because I'm cool like that. I've been making icons a lot lately too, please check 'em out- SkrewyRebirthIcons That's about all for now I think, because I need rest and chocolate and an Internet connection before I do anything else (I wrote this on fricking NotePad). xoxox Fran PS-Faith In Me, Ch.26 will be short. There's method in the madness. 1 Read|cmnt.

Twenty-Twenty Surgery [21 Aug 2006|01:19pm] [ mood | bouncy ] [ music | Seventy Times Seven-Brand New ] Well guys, here's the best stuff out of my sketchbook. Enjoy and please comment-under the cut there's the following: -Sketch Surgery one with TBS lyrics. -Sketch Shower one with Brand New lyrics -Sketch of a girl with Bright Eyes lyrics -Sketch of random things with lyrics from multiple bands -Sketch of William Beckett (haha it's really bad but I love it) -Sketch of random love stuff with AFI references -Sketch of a funeral. They all got resized by bloody ImageShack but these versions are big enough to see at least. ( Everyone's caught onto you ) cmnt.

Endurance (fic) 1 [21 Aug 2006|01:20am] [ mood | calm ] [ music | Lip Gloss and Black-Atreyu ] Got a teensy bit of writer's block with FIM so have a different fic. Title: Endurance (1) Author: Me, skreweh_rebirth, or Fran. Whichever you like. Rating: PG-13 for swearing. Pairing: Brendon/William Summary: Brendon goes all out to impress his best friend with how much he's changed over the holidays. Dedications: x_obvious_x, xnotetoselfxxxx and geelove176 for being the most lovely mods on my comm. and anyone who likes this because I appreciate feedback. Notes: It's second person and it never happened. I don't know whether to continue this so be honest please and tell me if I should leave it where it is or continue. Comments/concrit are love.  ( His best friend who happened to be really fucking hot. ) 3 Read|cmnt.

these words will fade. [20 Aug 2006|07:50pm] [ mood | blah ] [ music | Ohio Is For Lovers-Hawthorne Heights ] FIM's probably getting updated tonight because I have a awesome idea for it that's kind of stuck in my head. I've been really busy with side projects lately though-my icon site, my band, my drawings, getting ready to go back to school...there's been a lot on. I want to finish FIM before I go back to school on the 5th, but it'll be a push if I manage. Danny's gone on holiday at 3am this morning and I wish I'd said bye to him on MSN because to be honest I feel bad because I think he expected me to. I'm such a loser. Being in love with one of your friends really sucks. I can't find words to say to him now it just feels awkward like any second he's going to say 'so you like me huh?' or something equally 'killmenow' worthy. I've tagged this entry as 'emo!fran' for the obvious reasons. Oh, extra thing. I'm going to upload my drawings via scanner sometime this week so you can have a look at my work. My favourite is this one with TBS lyrics on it for Twenty Twenty Surgery-it's a girl with wings laying on a table and there's a 'cut across dotted line' thing marked on them, and the surgeon has this scary ass knife that looks, to quote Douglas Coupland, 'hardcore Itchy and Scratchy'. I don't know why it's my favourite, to be honest, it just is. You'll see that soon. I really really really don't want to go back to school now. I've ranted about it before, and must be sounding like a broke record, but I've just remembered this HUGE Maths GCSE book we have to carry about and it's so massive it makes you lose all hope just looking at it. I'm so going to fail that lesson. And I'm thinking about English and James and dying in that lesson if I have to sit anywhere near him. At least he won't see me acting thick there cause I'm good at English. I hate being thick looking in Maths because I swear everyone just laughs when I make up answers for shit. I've read jPod about 3 times now. The book's fucking huge but there's hardly any actual story in it. It's all pages of numbers and lists and weird techie jokes that only people like me would get. Buy it. Seriously, it's fucking ace. My playlist tonight hates me I swear. It's just changed to Head Automatica-The Razor. It's trying to tell me something. cmnt.

THE RANDOM LYRICS POST! [18 Aug 2006|11:18pm] [ mood | amused ] [ music | Days Of The Pheonix-AFI ] Since I'm constantly thinking of lyrics for the band, I'm going to forget them if I don't write 'em down. Here's a few stuck in my head all made up by me that I definitely like. Each new paragraph is a different song idea. Oh, when it rains it pours And when I smile I am sure That a thunderstorm Is heading my way And when I'm sad it may seem There's no me in this team Everyone around me's So happy. I'm in love all the time But the sun won't ever shine Cause I can't have what isn't mine. Be honest, do you wanna date him when you should want to castrate him The boy who drove you crazy, round the bend with jealousy How do you know he loves you with all the girls he's been through? Another on his hit list, and honey you won't be missed And there's times in the dark where I can get scared Thinking I don't know why anybody bothers if I am alright But I remember your voice, you're the only one who cared Led me out into the brilliant light, onto a stage and out of the night cmnt.

New Xanga site for icons. [18 Aug 2006|01:47pm] [ mood | bouncy ] [ music | None my mum's watching bloody Neighbours ] http://www.xanga.com/skrewyrebirthicons Check it out for my new icons and a few of my old ones. Mainly FOB ones but I'm making more cause I don't have much else to do today. Hee.   cmnt.

FIM 25/35 (IDK what i've got myself into writing this) [17 Aug 2006|11:43pm] [ mood | bouncy ] [ music | CIWWAF. ] Well, I've made you wait about a week so have a new chapter. Hee. Title: Faith In Me (25/35) Author: Me, skreweh_rebirth, or Fran. Whichever you like. Rating: PG-13 this chapter for swearing and all that. Pairings: Main pairings in whole fic are William/Ryan and Davey Havok/Spencer, but there's more. See notes. Summary: In which Gerard starts to question why Ian wants to break up the happy couple and $50 is lost. Dedications: Here. Notes: This chapter's centric around the other characters (not around the main pairings), so extra pairings are Gerard/Ian (unrequited for now), Jade Puget/Adam Lazzara and past Brendon/Ryan (doesn't feature here but hey). This never happened. Comments/concrit are lovely fluffy happy things.  Past Chapters: Here. ( You're giving me a run for my money. ) cmnt.

Honey, You've Gotta Be Kidding Me [17 Aug 2006|02:52pm] [ mood | Happy and glad. ] [ music | None at the minute ] I'm updating today from...guess...the laptop! After a rather boring battle over my gay porn archive, Dad has fixed and given me back the laptop. But, he seems to have forgotten to delete anything from it. Haha. So I still have all my old fics and all my pictures, icons, what have you. The bad thing is now I have like 20 Bright Eyes songs to copy to the laptop because god is Conor addictive listening. Oh well, I'll get it done tomorrow. I'm so happy I have it back though! It's great. Apparently because I wasn't there Mum had to get it though and Dad still sees this as Mum's fault even though I don't think it is at all. I don't think Dad wants to accept that it's his kid who's fucked up and not his ex-wife.  Anyway, updates will be much more frequent now and FIM chapter 25 will be written tonight sometime. The good thing is now I'm not restricted to a timeframe to write because I can go on whenever, which suits me great. -Fran xoxo 3 Read|cmnt.

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